"Paid in full"

It's hard for me to love myself right now
I've waited, hated, blamed it all on you
It's hard for me to love your face right now
I'm waiting, hating, needing being me
I need you less and less
Every day leads us further away
From that moment
It's hard for me to hate myself right now
Finally I understand me
One day we may have a new me and you
But first I need to learn to love me too